At first I didn't know that my left knee was going to have a new message, I just knew that I was super motivated to do an intensive detoxification cure - with the goal of lasting rejuvenation and recovery.
Rejuvenation and health has become my power goal. And this topic - combined with the knowledge of the power of thoughts - is exciting enough for me to share it publicly. That is why I am making this blog available.
I am sharing my path of healing in extracts here precisely because it is a path of recognizing and accepting one's own mistakes. It leads me away from judging to loving acceptance. And it leads me to let go of everything that seems to block me.
At the beginning of the 90's, 3 serious accidents in the construction industry shortly after each other caused me to abandon the learned carpentry trade and to take new paths towards medicine.
A thick knee opens up worlds unknown to me
My path to the healing vocation is obviously over some years largely self-exploration and truth-finding. Several times I have been able to help people and also animals with Spiritual Healing really effectively to find healing. These experiences in particular encouraged me again and again to stay on the ball. Furthermore, I experienced in myself a wider range of conditions such as depression, helper syndrome, would-be world saviour, self-doubt, until one day my left knee got thick and stopped me in my activities permanently.
Sofort war mir klar, daß ich hier nach innen gehen mußte. Durch die kundige Begleitung einer sehr begnadeten Heilpraktikerin kam dann ein schweres Kindheits-Trauma zutage. Damit hatte ich überhaupt nicht gerechnet. Die im Körper eingefrorenen Gefühle tauten auf und ich konnte sie erfolgreich loslassen. Das Knie gesundete ziemlich schnell!
I was in a kind of awakening mood - my right knee got fat. Again I felt stopped. In the course of a training for "Feeling- and Bodywork" I was able to find a surprising resolution on the mental level: During the bodywork there was a wrestling match with my companion. In the middle of the fight I suddenly realized: I HAVE NO LUST TO FIGHT MORE!
In this moment a stream of light flooded through me, which connected me directly with the divine. The realization: As soon as I stop fighting against a part of life and affirm life completely, connection is there. The old rebel in me could now accept this on a deeper level.
The knee, which was still very swollen and painful during the session, improved immediately, and that same evening I was able to dance freely!
All good things come in threes?
Four years later - again I was in a mood of departure, inspired with new impulses - the right knee became thick again. This time also for almost 4 months. My already practiced approach - soul work - did not really work out. After all I had a lot of time and used it to study A Course in Miracles intensively.
When my appointment with a psychotherapist was cancelled, I intuitively decided to let go of everything and not to try to heal anything. Instead, I affirmed a guiding principle in A Course in Miracles: "Only God's plan of salvation will work!" I simply let myself now trustingly surrender to the Divine Healing Power.
And look here: The next day I first felt an incredible intense peace,and from the day after next, the knee started to swell pretty fast. After another day I could risk a first dance and the healing continued!
During the holiday that I enjoyed a little later on Lanzarote knee pains flickered up from time to time until I was faced with a surprisingly clear inner decision: Do I believe in LOVE as the strongest force in the universe, or do I believe in Self-will? Embodied here were Love and Self-will - inspired by the reading of Dostojevsky's "Grand Inquisitor" - through Jesus or rather Lucifer.
Immediately after my decision for LOVE the knee was completely healthy!
What my knee teaches me
While I - it's been over two years now - am preparing this blog for rejuvenation and health and writing the first articles in my mind, my left knee is getting fat!
Shortly before the start of a construction project in which I am supervising the building of a wooden playhouse for children, I am stopped in my swing again.
At first I am puzzled as to why this is happening now. A consequence of perhaps excessive purification? Some kind of destructive pattern that always becomes active when I am in an exciting mood of departure?
Once again, I clearly feel an inner voice that makes it clear to me that instead of continued manual activity, something else really has to start now. Only what?
The next day I clearly receive the thought: Rainer, the law of karma or fate is absolutely just.
And right after that I feel an image of abuse of power rising up in me, in which I prevent other souls from their self-expression. I have to cry immediately and know: this is no imagination now. Here a cause emerges whose effect I have been experiencing for years:
Despite many events showing me that manual work is no longer in order, I did not positively find my self-expression! Instead, I felt compelled to fall back again and again on the craft I had learned.
A few months later I am able to rid myself of this "karmic legacy" with the help of a Clearings free.
In the meantime I have found out that we can and should also say goodbye to "karma" as a concept. Because this concept binds us to the 3D matrix. I will write an article about this soon.
The knee is fine. It successfully delivered its message. And not only that:
It has now - after overcoming all inner resistance - confronted me with the tasks I have wanted to devote myself to for many years.
Be yourself! - This has been my central guiding principle for a long time. We free ourselves from all judgements and projections. And we allow each other to Just Be.
I love living for the fact that the critical mass of liberated and awakened people has been reached. And for the collective unfolding of our true divine being!