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At first I didn't know that my left knee would come up with an important message. I only knew that I am super-motivated to do an intensive purification cure - with the goal of sustainable rejuvenation and recovery.

Rejuvenation and being healthy has become my power goal. And this topic - combined with the knowledge of Power of Thought - is exciting enough for me to share it publicly. A Blog at your disposal.

I am sharing my path of healing in extracts here precisely because it is a path of recognizing and accepting one's own mistakes. It leads me away from judging to loving acceptance. And it leads me to let go of everything that seems to block me.

A thick knee opens up worlds unknown to me

At the beginning of the 90's, 3 serious accidents in the construction industry shortly after each other caused me to put the learned carpentry craft to rest and to take new paths towards medicine.

My path into the healing vocation has obviously been largely self-exploration and truth finding over a number of years. Some times I could help people and also animals with Spiritual Healing really effectively to find healing. These experiences in particular encouraged me again and again to stay on the ball. Furthermore, I experienced in myself a wider range of conditions such as depression, helper syndrome, would-be world saviour, self-doubt, until one day my left knee got thick and stopped me in my activities permanently.

Immediately it was clear to me that I had to go inward here. Through the expert guidance of a very gifted alternative practitioner, a severe childhood trauma came to light. I had not expected this at all. The feelings frozen in my body thawed out and I was able to successfully let them go. The knee healed quite quickly!

2 years later -

I was in a kind of awakening mood - my right knee got fat. Again I felt stopped. In the course of a training for "Emotional- and Bodywork" I was able to find a surprising resolution on the mental level: During the bodywork there was a wrestling match with my companion. In the middle of the fight I suddenly realized: I HAVE NO LUST TO FIGHT MORE!

In this moment a stream of light flooded through me, which connected me directly with the divine. The realization: As soon as I stop fighting against a part of life and affirm life completely, connection is there. The old rebel in me could now accept this on a deeper level.
The knee, which was still very swollen and painful during the session, improved immediately, and that same evening I was able to dance freely!

All good things come in threes?

Four years later - again I was in a mood of departure, inspired with new impulses - the right knee became thick again. This time also for almost 4 months. My already practiced approach - soul work - did not really work out. After all I had a lot of time and used it to study A Course in Miracles intensively.
When the appointment with a psychotherapist fell through, I intuitively decided to let it all go and not try anything more toward healing. Instead, I affirmed a guiding principle in the Course in Miracles: Only God's plan of salvation will work! I simply let myself now trustingly surrender to the Divine Healing Power.
And lo and behold, the next day I first felt an incredibly intense peace, and from the day after next the knee swelled quite rapidly. After another day I could risk a first dance and the healing continued!

On vacation, which I enjoyed a little later on Lanzarote, knee pain still flared up occasionally, until I was faced with a surprisingly clear inner decision: Do I believe in LOVE as the strongest power in the universe, or do I believe in self-will? Love and self-will were embodied here - inspired by the reading of Dostoyevsky's "Grand Inquisitor" - by Jesus and Lucifer respectively.

Immediately after my decision for LOVE, the knee was completely healthy!

What my knee teaches me

While I - it's been over two years now - am preparing this blog for rejuvenation and health and writing the first articles in my mind, my left knee is getting fat!
Shortly before the start of a construction project in which I am supervising the building of a wooden playhouse for children, I am stopped in my swing again.
At first I am puzzled as to why this is happening now. A consequence of perhaps excessive purification? Some kind of destructive pattern that always becomes active when I am in an exciting mood of departure?

Once again, I clearly feel an inner voice that makes it clear to me that instead of continued manual activity, something else really has to start now. Only what?
The next day I clearly receive the thought: Rainer, the law of karma or fate is absolutely just.
And right after that I feel an image of abuse of power rising up in me, in which I prevent other souls from their self-expression. I have to cry immediately and know: this is no imagination now. Here a cause emerges whose effect I have been experiencing for years:
Despite many events showing me that manual work is no longer in order, I did not positively find my self-expression! Instead, I felt compelled to fall back again and again on the craft I had learned.

A few months later I am able to free myself from this "karmic legacy" with the help of a Clearing .

Simply be

The knee is OK again. It has successfully transmitted its message. Just like the three times before. Four times, thick knees - twice on the left and twice on the right - provided me with healing insights.
The back is relaxed again as well. Healing is happening. As soon as I allow it.

Slowly but surely I realize: Love is the key. It is THE key at all. It is the way and the goal. The realization penetrates into the smallest cell - transforming, redeeming.

Simply being, being courageous. Creative thoughts let me look full of joy to the future, which I manifest. The past is becoming less and less important. I now allow myself to be young and vital and healthy. To expect a wonderful life.

Many will say, 'Come, taste this or try this technique if you want a long and full life.' And these things may prolong life, extend it a few moments further. But regardless of that, death will still come. Love is the only way to overcome it!
When life is the voice of love is, then death cannot take it. Unveil this mystery; remove the shadows that bind in life. Remove what has taken possession of you, drop the desire to possess, then the task is almost accomplished. Then become what this world prays for.
The Mother will stand by your side, and she will say, 'Now you are ready, enter into my heart, drink of eternal life - the time of foolishness is over.'      Nil’Amma Tara in Immortal Self: A Journey to the Himalayan Valley of the Amartya Masters